SSJwrestler

its building up inside
this hate that i cant hide

fire in my heart
smoke going to my head

dont know what to do
eyes are glowing red

leading me to do the things
that i most dread

cant help but feeling lost
alone in the dark

reaching out to a blind entity
hearing only noises around me
seeing things as a blur

cant tell friend from foe
though it doesnt matter in the end'

what do i do now?
give in, quit?
struggle to survive
supress the pain?

or let it flow out of me
a river of my hate
all the torment held inside
released in one swift move

no, it wouldnt be fair
they wouldnt be ready

for now i have t deal
to endure and survive
they arent ready now

when will they be?

J.R.V.A.

Tommorow? Good writing, Thanks for sharing

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her sweet song of laughter
floats through the air
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SSJwrestler

thanx for the response

Jadey

Sounds like your dealing with a few things. If your like me it helps to get things out in the open like this. I hope it was a therapuetic as it is poignant.

Good stuff.

SSJwrestler

youre right, little stressed. first semester in college and everything. writing helps me get things out, i feel much more expressive in writing than in words

Eldaire

Please don't kill me.
*whimper*

[I got to college with him.]

tecoyah

enlightened by your darkness....thanks, quite nice

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