Struggle
 

Hate. Love.
Right. Wrong.
Good. Evil.
Weak. Strong.

Searching. Questing.
Feeling so lost.
Blindly stumbling.
Paying the cost.

What's the reason
for this madness?
Why this seeking
that brings sadness?

What should I be fighting for?
I just want to feel something more.

I've lost the thickness once within.
Replaced by the burden of sin.

God save me from these demons I fight.
Don't let me go gently into that good night.

I've felt this way when my love was gone and she was with someone else. I didn't know what to do and started doing things I shouldn't have. I felt as if I didn't care about anything so deeply anymore.

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