never know
 

Back again you light me up
but only for a short while
we both know that but ignore it
that so much easier to do
I am starting to need you
Starting to yearn for your touch
but I know it’s gone soon
probably forever
so you will never know how I feel
You’ll never know you open me up
like no one else could ever do
You’ll never know the mere sight of you
makes me want to melt in your arms
you’ll never know you are the last thing I think about
when I sleep at night
You’ll never know that I could have loved you
and that I might love you now
it’s easier that way to hold it in
to hide from you
so when I have to walk away I won’t leave a piece with you
or maybe I will but you will
never know

*sends ex-gf a link...

Or maybe not...sometimes it's best that they never know. Thanks for the words...

Nice nice nice.... I really enjoyed this, made me think of a few things....
Thanks for sharing

I really like this piece. I used to be like that but I got tired of never knowing and never sharing everything and now I am happier than I have been in long time. I still remember what it feels like though to never tell.

A great piece of work here. It is very difficult to love and know you must hold it in. Bursting at the seams at times. Your words gave me a moment to reflect on what I have denied of myself and how far I have come from there.
Thank you for sharing.