haywoodu

I should be in bed, but I can't sleep because I'm thinking about someone. I powered up the computer and crawled out from under my duvet after an hour of lying in the dark not knowing precisely what I feel. There's a girl, or was a girl. There is a girl, somewhere, bothering me. Miles away from me now. About 5 maybe. I never bothered to compare the distance on a map. She has the most perfect smile. It fills me with warmth. She makes me angry and she makes me sad and she makes me numb and she makes me happy. All at the same time. I'm so glad that I met her. I'm so glad that I've known her. I'm not so glad that we don't talk anymore, or that she feels so guilty around me that we probably won't ever meet again. She has a boyfriend, and I have a girlfriend. I love my girlfriend and I know that she loves her boyfriend, it's just that when we were together there was something there.

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dlish

was this a fleeting moment where both your eyes met for a fraction of a second, an instant and you knew that the sparkle in her eye meant that your lives were compatible?, or is there more to this love quadrangle?

id love to hear the juicy bits.

if you're looking for advice, we'd love to help if only you'd ask us some questions. To me right now, this is more of a blog entry.

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Plan9

...and that something was the erection forming in your pants. And did you just say "duvet?"

(j/k)

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Hmmm, I never have these kinds of moments when I'm in a relationship. I'm pretty much stuck on the woman I'm with and don't really notice other girls except to stare at their sweet jiggling anatomy while in the gym. I don't really flirt a whole lot nor do I attempt to have any Serendipity moments.

I often see my partner as the best of all possible useful major appliances and I'm never in the market to upgrade. Until said appliance explodes.

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"You should not drink... and bake."

Manic_Skafe

That sucks, man. I've been there before. Just give it time and it'll get better.

In the meantime:



Lather, rinse, repeat.

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Plan9

...duvet.

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Wait, why is the tag in this thread "lol?"

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Whatever you can carry.

"You should not drink... and bake."

dlish

because haywoodu's original title for this thread was called 'lol'. he then came back to change the title of the thread without adding further to the conversation...

and i agree. I only accept the words of professors, or doctors. So Dr Dre must be right

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