I mentioned this in another thread briefly but it stands here,
When I was 14 I got a wierd unknown disease, I almost died & no doctor knew how to treat it. Over a few weeks in quarentined intensive care, I had wasted away & my face.. well Ill put it this way.
My dad bought me a gameboy to cheer me up. I couldnt play it because the screen reflected my face so I could see what I looked like. When I finally did get my strength back the nurses sugested I take a bath, I got into a wheel chair & was given a bath. When It was finished I went over to a mirror on the wall & couldnt believe what I saw staring back at me.
It is an image I will never forget. I stood there for about 10 seconds & cried before turning away in horror.
This was the most horrible thing Ive ever seen.

I worked the overnight shift at a hospital lab while I was in college. I went down to the pathology walk in fridge at about 3AM to get more reagents and found the remains of 3 young boys(all looked under 6 yrs old) that had come in the ER DOA from a car accident. They were wrapped in clear plastic. Seeing harm come to kids just disturbs me so much.

That "slit throat" video is so disturbing to watch- makes you wonder what kind of fucked up person could do such a thing to another hman being...

I downloaded a DVD documentary about exectutions and it was pretty horrible but I have been sorta de-sensitized regarding this type of thing so It was no big deal. Until the last clip.

So this guy is sentenced to death by some villagers and this guys mom is watching it all. The blindfold him and lay him against a hill and two guys shoot him from a few feet away. Still breathing. Then they shoot a few more times and you can actually see a bullet smash his face under his eye making his mouth a huge gaping hole. Poor guy was still gasping for air and you could see the moms horror while crying and sobbing. They didn't shhot him anymore and he just suffered to the end.

Truly messed up in my opinion.

On a lighter note I was petrified to sleep after seeing the excorsist when I was a kid for a long time.

good old anatomy class

what was the documentary called, jets? i'd like to see it.

And for anything disturbing I've seen? Nothing that I think is too gross. I've seen dozens of snuff films with no recoil. Snuffx.com, and Rotten.com dont bother me... although Tubgirl is pretty gross...

I remember seeing a picture of a guy who attempted suicide by shooting himself in the head with a sawed-off shotgun. That in itself is gross, but the guy lived. His ENTIRE face was gone...eyes, nose, mouth...just sort of the front part of his brain and the hole to his throat. He didn't live long, but the fact he lived for a little while is shocking.

I've seen that bloody vid too.. I stay clear right away from snuff. Watched it over at a friends place.

The most disturbing of all time:
The Chloe double-fist video, not for the visuals, but more the audio. I swear, you can hear a bone pop during it, and it sounds fucking horrible.

Bloody shit doesn't normally bother me too bad, but the Dwyer and reporter decapitation were pretty bad. Those Columbine killer crime scene photos are pretty fucked up, since you can see brain all over the place.

The Zapruder film also should be mentioned, vintage shock video.

worked at a hospital in Nairobi when the US embassy bombings took place.

Saw people with their faces quite literally blown open (and still living). Nothing but meat and blood and eyes staring through it all. What had happened was there were a few gunshots before the actual car bomb exploded. After the gunshots everyone in the office buildings crowds to the windows to see WTF just happened. Surprise! Bomb goes off and everyone staring out the window gets their face greeted by glass and heat. terrible terrible stuff.

The most disturbing thing I have ever seen was the look in my Mother's eyes when she took her last breath.

I see it all the time, in my dreams....everywhere.

It will haunt me forever.

I rented it at the video shop a few years ago, ITs just called Executions. ITs more of a documentary but lie he said the last one is vicious.

Finding my friend who had just blown away half his head with a .38 after shooting his dog. The image wakes me up sometimes. It definitly stopped me from committing sucide and several occasions.

Goatse
I think it needs no description

yeah... i saw that video about a year and a half ago... for about 3 hours after that I felt I was in a surreal existance... nothing felt right... to this day I don't see how people can not tell the difference between that and video games... yeesh

l_o_c if you haven't checked out tub girl yet, don't. It truly is sick.

I worked for a very short time as an ambulance attendant and a coroners assistant, so I have seen some bad stuff. Blood and guts isn't the worst.

Recently we found a poor stray cat that had been hit by a car. Its entire hind quarter was badly smashed. It couldn't move and it was laying in the street with cars whizzing by, rain falling hard and obviously in terrible pain. We stopped and took it to the vet but they weren't able to save it.

That is the most disturbing thing I can think of. Some thing suffering, in terrible pain without any understanding what is happening or option for ending the suffering.

Other than that knifing video, which I also have seen, the most disturbing thing I've seen on the 'net would be Tub Girl. Do a Google search if you need to know....

I've seen some bad stuff.
I don't really see a good reason to post it here.

I don't seek stuff like this out, precisely because I *know* it will haunt me for a long, long time. The few I've seen have been enough to make me aware of that. Thankfully, I haven't seen the one with the guy getting the knife in his throat, but the descriptions here alone are enough to make me cringe.

I can think of more than once instance that I can picture vividly because of how the scene shocked me. First was watching a car that went off the highway roll side over side and end over end. I was sitting in a stopped car on the opposite side of the highway just off the highway in a parking lot. I was parallel to the final roll of the car. It had bounced off it's wheels and as it flipped/rolled the last time I saw 2 people on the driver's side be flug half way out the windows. Then as it can down it finally landed on the driver's side. I watched those two people get bent backwards in half and the car smashed down on their exposed bodies. It was horrific and whenever I am in an accident or see one it seems I have that scene with arms and hands and torsos flinging about outside the car just before it landed and came to rest.
The second scene was when my mother accidentally stepped on a board with 2 ten penny nails sticking out of it at different angles. She was only in her slippers in her parents basement. When we heard the shreak, my grandmother who was then nearly 70 flew down the steps two at a time. I never saw an elderly person with a hunched back move so quickly or so agilely. My mother was sitting on the floor at the foot of the stairs and my grandmother looked at the board still nailed to my mother's foot. There was no way the 2x4 could be brought up the stairs with my mother so she just pulled the whole thing right off. By the time my grandparents got my mother up the stairs the blood was flowing so freely. They wrapped her foot tightly in kitchen towels and put in in a large plastic bag. Grandpa ran her to the Emergency room only a few blocks away while my grandmother tended to my brother who was quit ill after seeing that scene. He was 7 years younger than me and I was about 16. I remember the strong metallic smell and the thick viscosity of the blood as I wiped up the pool of blood at least 2-3 feet in diameter. It had already started to coagulate and the shock of knowing that it had poured out of my mother I think actually prevented me from getting sick from seeing it.
Another incident was when I sewed through my pointer finger and finger nail on my right hand with an industrial sewing machine. The needle broke off in my hand and I remember just staring at the fingernail chipped and broken in pieces just like glass and the needle sticking out of both sides. I just yanked it out without thinking (thankfully) and the pain was actually delayed as though everything were in slow motion.
The last incident was when my husband was in a serious bicycle accident. He had injured his head and I was able to get to the Emergency room not long after he arrived. He was very combatative and I watched as 4 orderlies were doing all they could to hold him down and still. When he finally calmed he turned to look to me and I was holding his hand. His mouth began to move in an odd way and he winked his eye. I thought he was going to say something to me but then a strained whine began to come out instead. Then that whole side of his face where he'd winked contorted and the nurses hurried me out of the room as he had a siezure and his arms and limbs were jerked up off of the table it seemed like 2 feet the blanket being thrown off almost immediately. It was a frightening thing and my heart ached for him. The consolation now is that he remembers none of it. I do but it makes me appreciate that he is here, alive, in one piece, not paralyzed or nearly a vegetable. Another man admitted to the same ICU as my husband only a day later and with the same injuries only lived for 24 hours. Just as that man's family was mourning their loss my husband was beginning to come out of his coma. Why we were chosen to still be together and they were chosen to loose I will never know. I do know I am grateful he is here and as healthy as he is now.

i've seen the knifing video. Well at least some kind, i saw some Russian soilders (2) come up and just stick a guy and it went to black and next scene you see just a river of blood. I didnt choose to see it, one friend already saw it and told us not to see it, i decided not to, but my friend did, and i wish i didnt.

but for some stupid FUCKING reason i did download some faces of death: sick.

I saw a video (taken sometime in the 70's) of one of those drive through zoo safaris. One dad gets out of his car with a video camera. These 2 or 3 lions come up sniff him and quickly attack him, there was a camera person in another car that caught all of this, the camera person looked over at the car the guy came from and just to see the terror on the faces of his family, seeing his baby cry and scream, and just thinking of being one of those people, knowing that they just couldnt do anything, nothing at all. it just makes me sad, I stopped looking at Faces of death after that, and some real bad shit happened in my life, that just makes me only enjoy life.


and those links of tub girl and the other one bud dwyer, i just cant bring myself to click on, i dont want to be stuck with that image.



i dont know how i forgot this, but recently my dad was making something with his table saw....i'm sure you guys know where it is going from here. well he cut some of his fingers not off but hanging. Me i was playing drums and my brother ran up and told me what happened. I never saw him bleeding but when he was in the hospital they were taking the bandage off and i just started to lost my strengh and good thing i was leaning on a wall. but the doctors had to sew (connect) his hand to his chest, right under his nipple. I dont even know how to explain the way it looked. after 2 weeks like that he got it removed and needless to say he can move it and all it is now is cosmetic, his fingers are crooked and his thumb has a big patch on it.

i saw a dude get smoked on a motorcycle on one of those loooong back roads in alberta.he was wailin' towards us and out of nowhere a jeep pulls out of a side road and this gut hit it hard.he landed a good 100 ft from point of impact.we got our first aid kits out,but.....we knew he was dead.i'll spare the details of how we knew.

still see it plain as day.happened 5 years ago...

well 2 things...
the first was when i was a kid my dad and i were coming back from a climbing trip... and some guys had been riding their harleys and one wiped out... i stayed in the car when my dad stopped... but my dad stopped and helped the guy (my dads an emt) untill the life flight helicopter arrived...


and then the second... more recent and more disturbing would be when my dad had a siezure... i was home from college for thanksgiving/newyears... it was january 1st and my dad and i were trying to find chains for my car and crickets for my leopard gecko... we were in the petstore and my dad asked me if he looked pale or anything... and then a few minutes later he said he started feeling faint and leaned over and started breathign really hard... and then got up and started trying to walk to the door... and he fell against the wall next to the door and then stood back up again and we tried to get him to lay down and he just started shaking all over and started to fall down... a clerk and i caught him and he shook for 30-45 seconds and then just layed their breathing really hard... and then a couple minutes later the ambulance arrived and they started taking him in once they got him in the ambulance they tried to put an iv in him and he started fighting them... screaming for help and everything... that was the scariest... two other ambulances had to come... it took like 8 or 9 guys to get him pinned down and strapped to the gurney...

luckily they figured it was a one time thing... he hadnt been feeling well... and hadnt eaten much... and just feinted against the glass... so he didnt get the blood to his brain like he needed... so the next thing the body does under oxygen deprivation is have a seizure...

but damn it was just plain freaky hearing him screaming for help and all that...

What disturbs me the most? I'm afraid as I've gotten older... I've become a bit more philosophical...

The ability of 'man' to be so inhumane to 'man'...

I've seen a lot of death, when I was 11 a friends mom rented 2 Faces of Death movies for us. To this day I have no idea what the fuck she was thinking, there was a huge warning on the box. That was probably the first time I've seen someone actually be murdered.

But for some reason, after being subjected to all that the most disturbing thing that will be etched into my mind forever is when I stumbled onto a Bonzai Kitten website. For anyone who doesn't know, you place a newly born kitten inside a small glass jar and as they grow their bones shape around the jar and they are trapped inside forever. Their entire body becomes squeezed and sufficated in this tiny jar, unable to escape or move freely. Their head is the only exposed part of their body so they are able to breethe/eat and continue living in this caged environment. You can tell by looking at their eyes that they are suffering an unimaginable torture and just want to have it end. Even if you break the jar and let them free they still would be crippled because their bones haven't been properly developed.

As I saw these pictures I first thought it was some photoshop job because a cat could never fit into a tiny jar. I then learned the twisted process and became disgusted and pissed off that sick fuckers actually do this for amusement to poor innocent kittens. They think it's some form of art, and keep them as decorations around their house. I would love 5 minutes alone with a bonzai kitten "artist", It wouldn't be pretty...

Some of those chicks in the 'hottest oriental female' post...

:hmm:

Soothe, I hope this does a little to set your mind at ease.

http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/outrage/bonsai.htm

zfOenix,

I gotta go with you on this one.

One of my brother(17)'s friends dared him to look up executions in the KaZaa video search and look for the afghan execution one...

The clip ur talkin about was a video of a captured Russian soldier by his afghan captors.

Fer fucks sake, some people are fucking evil. Worse was that I heard the sounds...the gargling while it was being cut, and the horrible bubblinh noise once the whole front of the neck was severed.

The poor guy was still a-fucking-live at this point.

you're right bruv, that's the most disturbing thing I've ever seen as well, and it is burned too into my mind.

But don't worry, we can cuddle up tonite!!!

:icare:

:p

For what I'll comment on, that tubgirl is horrible. If you havent seen it; do yourself a favor and dont

I'm with you. I can remember some of it but I don't really want to. I noticed some days ago that not a lot of the older members or veterans had posted here.

Sometime in my 20's I realized that I was no longer interested in the "Freak Show" at the fair and that death and dismemberment no longer held any interest for me. I think that the younger you are the more death is just a concept and you want to learn more about it. I also think that to a certain extent it is a healthy curiousity so don't any of you think that I am running you down. Almost all of you will get enough pretty quick.

Some of us have learned all we want to know. Pain and suffering are all around us, I don't go looking for it.

Someone pass a bag.

I just clicked on the tubgirl link.

:(

ARTelevision and rockogre, as always, your insights and maturity lend balance to the threads.

Just couldn't heed the warnings, eh?

I failed to notice them...

I mean, I thought my guts could take it. It's not disturbing though, just momentarily shocking and stunning...

I'm okay now. The puke's on my boots!

:p

i saw a man get his arm cut off when a tractor motor exploded at a tractor pull competition when i was young..that was something i dont think i will ever forget and it happened over 20 years ago.

For some reason, tubgirl doesn't bother nearly as much as goatse. The most disturbing thing I've seen in real life was a horrible car accident in which the driver was sticking through the windshield with his arms pinned to his sides. Only saw it for a second and kept on driving.

On a lighter note though, the hypnosis scene in Zoolander was pretty jarring...

That Mugatu guy is bizzarre as fuck!

Muhahahhaha! I thought that site was hilarious! I laughed my ass off when I saw it, but yeah, I guess I can see how it might seem less funny if you think it's real!

Goatse, tubgirl, motorcycle accident (entire front of face ripped off)
Those will never leave my mind.

are the bonzai kittens real? My friend sent me an email bout it. I'm not sure what to believe... I'm sure there are some sick fuck out there, but the concept is just way too disturbing.. shit...

Not sure if it has been mentioned yet, but that slit throat that was described in the first post was a taliban execution of some Russian soldier...


Just thought you would like to know the story behind it.