Yeah... that's what i'm shooting for, too....

"He was really funny, and a great guy."

Yeah, I'm aiming high. :)

Anyway, i want a party before I go so i can say bye to everyone. What's the #1 thing people say, "i never got to say goodbye." And I never really got to say goodbye to my grandfather... so yeah, i have specific reason as well.

"Praise be to Allah for putting death at the end of life rather than the begining"

My apologies to any of the islamic faith if I got the wording wrong

Personally, I'm going to make those closest to me let me keep the smile on my face if I go the way I want to ;)