12-30 Jesus was probably scared shitless and most likely becoming aware of what was ahead of him. Not to mention that his missions hadn't begun and he was for all intents and purposes your average Joe Sixpack.
Most of your questions are issues of faith. I have faith in God and realize him as something greater than me and something I can't define or understand... I would not put it past him to become flesh and heal people.
Jesus did claim he was the Messiah. He is quoted as calling himself the Son of Man and in condemning himself "I am He".
I'm not to sure what your heaven on earth question refers to. Our reality is a seperate plane of existence from the Divine.
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