i broke up with this girl i had been going out with for four months...it was turning out really bad - she insinuated the breaking up and of course, i fought really hard - i thought we could make it work.
a week and a half after we broke up, i saw her kiss this other guy right in front of me - this is after she said she didnt want to date anyone else. my heart skipped about 23 beats. it was an atrocity.
i was so infuriated, but i lied to her and then wrote her an email saying i was okay with it and glad she was happy and still wanted to be friends.
then about 20 minutes later, i wrote an email saying exactly this
"hey kris, you know that email I just wrote you about twenty minutes ago?
yeah, well nevermind. im done"
:\ i still see her every day, each day its getting a little less taxing...but oh man it's tough if we happen to glance at each other.
sometimes i think it's funny that maybe she's feeling the same way and just wants to hold him over my head, and that she will come crawling back to me and i will laugh in her face...but then again i'm not that mean of a guy.
i honestly wanted to be friends, really i did. one of those honest kind of friendships like majik_6 was talking about - but she completely threw that idea out the fuckin window. grr.
Sorry to hijack but I had to get it out.
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