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I haven't done drugs too often - and nothing terribly hard core either.
Never really exposed to anything in highschool except for pot but then i only tried that once or twice and i was always really drunk when i tried it so i never really distinguished the effect it had on me.
I always thought i would never try chemical type drugs as it wasn't really anything i came in contact with in my circle of friends.
however, i dated a guy for a little while and whilst he never pressured me under his influence i took XTC on a couple of occassions when out at dance clubs. I had unbelievable fun and it was a cheap way of joining in on the social scene - E's were also amazing at helping me 'tune in' (i can't think of a better way of putting it) into my sexuality - and it was an unforgettable experience.
His friends and he on a couple of occassions did crystal meth as well and that was less fun for me ( i didn't try it but their reactions were less fun).
I decided that whilst it was fun the risks were too much and i have a lot to live for - also not seeing that guy anymore and don't really have the opportunity or the desire to seek the opportunity.
I think I've tried had a bit of fun - but i don't have a desire to go try every other type of drug i could or anything like that. I also am not a fan of anything not taken by the mouth - is that weird? i don;t know but snorting or needles or anything like that freaks me out a little.
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