I dabbled just a bit in Satanism and Necromacy. My boyfriend at the time was the one that introduced me to it. I owned a Satanic Bible and Necronomicon. Both I later burned as necessary in separating from my boyfriend. He had been abusive and I associated all of that with him. To continue down that path would have meant I wouldn't have had the strength to leave him. I find some of the "philosophies" intriguing but I won't study it again because of the panic it brings back. The emotions associated with it are so strong that when I woke up dreaming one of the chants one night I yelled and panicked and jumped from the bed. I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. Thankfully hubby is a deep sleeper.
I cannot claim being into anything now really.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma.
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