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Well my vote was difficult - with a rather drawn out twisted tale that i prolly should never allowed to happen. The beauty of hindsight i guess.
It was my first boyfriend (began dating in highschool) and we;d been going out for 4 and a half years. I found out he cheated on me (he kissed another girl but i still consider that cheating) because he rang me 'guilt stricken' and told me. i was on holidays interstate at the time (hence the phonecall) and i was devestated because of all the stupid things i thought i'd lost him. over the next week he called and emailed often and we talked things through and our relationship remained in limbo for that short period. I decided to take him back - forgive and forget as i voted -
that was the plan anyway - but forgetting was the hard part - we ended up breaking up about a month later. During our break up of about a month and a bit I missed him terribly - I knew that i still loved him but thought it was over - and then he contacted me with the usual - lets work this out, i've lost the best thing thats happened to me and i can't imagine a future without u.
well things were great for me anyway from then on but then 2 months later and i was funnily enough on another interstate holiday and he kissed the same girl. He told me this time when i got back - i endured the same devestation again and knew that our relationship was over. He also no longer wanted to be with me either obviously.
I guess it's true what they say - once a cheater always a cheater or whatever it is.
I think the most heartbreaking thing is that you think you know someone so well but then they destroy that and still sometimes i find myself thinking about this wonderful guy who used to be so much a part of my life - if someone could bottle up that feeling that u get when you first discover they've cheated on u though so that when u begin to have thoughts such as that they'd quickly dissapear.
sorry so long - quite a rant!!
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