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EruptiveDreamz · 02-15-2004, 11:28 AM

I have done that plenty. I just hate it when a man thinks that he can come back into your life after so long of a period of time and thinks you are suppose to welcome him back with open arms because aww .. he realized he gave up the best thing he coulda had. Does he not realize that in that time life went onward and a change of heart is possible?

I think the hardest of breakups are the ones there is no resolve in the end. That and the ones that end in physical and /or emotional abuse. I went thru that last year and am still finding myself on the road to recovery everyday. I never realized it would take so long to get over. I find myself angry and untrusting alot. Through all the diffrent breakups I have been thru that one left a bitter taste and few physical memories to remember him by.But with all that in mind it has also made me stop and look at myself deeper inside as to what I value most out of life. Where I once thought I was strong I look at that and find I wasn't as strong as I thought I was. Silly pride stepped in the way. Hard to believe something so traumatic can hold just as much bad as it can good. But I am grateful for the good that has came from it for myself on a personal level. With as much as I would like to hate him for the damage he created on the same hand I have to thank him. He actually did me a favor when it comes to all the good people that have stood beside and been there pulling for me through it all. I realized the world is a better place than I thought it was and there are more people that have a heart and can be trusted than I ever realized. Biggest thing was they helped me to find trust in myself and the belief in knowing I can overcome anything thrown in my path if I want to.

The man I am involved with now is very understanding and very patient man. I know it can't be easy putting up with my emotional turmoil. But together we are working on it and thanks to him I have came quite a ways as well as our relationship.

02-15-2004, 11:28 AM	#20 (permalink)
EruptiveDreamz Crazy Location: Good Ol' Iowa.. Home of The Hawkeyes	I have done that plenty. I just hate it when a man thinks that he can come back into your life after so long of a period of time and thinks you are suppose to welcome him back with open arms because aww .. he realized he gave up the best thing he coulda had. Does he not realize that in that time life went onward and a change of heart is possible? I think the hardest of breakups are the ones there is no resolve in the end. That and the ones that end in physical and /or emotional abuse. I went thru that last year and am still finding myself on the road to recovery everyday. I never realized it would take so long to get over. I find myself angry and untrusting alot. Through all the diffrent breakups I have been thru that one left a bitter taste and few physical memories to remember him by.But with all that in mind it has also made me stop and look at myself deeper inside as to what I value most out of life. Where I once thought I was strong I look at that and find I wasn't as strong as I thought I was. Silly pride stepped in the way. Hard to believe something so traumatic can hold just as much bad as it can good. But I am grateful for the good that has came from it for myself on a personal level. With as much as I would like to hate him for the damage he created on the same hand I have to thank him. He actually did me a favor when it comes to all the good people that have stood beside and been there pulling for me through it all. I realized the world is a better place than I thought it was and there are more people that have a heart and can be trusted than I ever realized. Biggest thing was they helped me to find trust in myself and the belief in knowing I can overcome anything thrown in my path if I want to. The man I am involved with now is very understanding and very patient man. I know it can't be easy putting up with my emotional turmoil. But together we are working on it and thanks to him I have came quite a ways as well as our relationship. __________________ Can you imagine Moses asking Congress to pass the ten commandments?