flamingdog

I dunno, i don't intend to quit completely, just really tone it down, and prove to myself I can do it. Thing is, I'm on like, my third day, and I know I'm over the weed. It's the nicotine that's kicking me.

I should point out that I've been a fairly regular pot smoker for about four years now, but it's only in the last year that it's become a daily thing and started costing me a fortune.

So anyway, need more advice. My main smoking buddy is talking about hooking up this weekend, not specifically to get stoned, but to watch some movies with a couple of friends. Like as not there'll be some reefer on the go though.

Inevitably, it'll be offered to me. So what do I do? I'm not swearing off the stuff full stop, at least not in the long run. So do I decline politely just to prove my point, or do I take a few tokes to ease my aching head and reward myself for the past few days?

If I was wont to placate myself, I would say "It's buying and smoking every day I want to cut back on, not smoking it in general." But then the hard-nosed part of me comes in to say "That's a cop-out." Because after the weekend, I still won't have any, and I still won't be smoking it.

Decisions, decisions.