World's King

So, here I am bitching about my mother again. But this time it’s a serious problem.


I don’t do drugs and haven’t done drugs in almost 7 years. I am very out spoken about how much I do not like drugs or people the let drugs rule their lives. Well, my mother smokes weed. And I know most of you would not agree that weed is a drug and I was right there with you for many years. I’ve flipped. I always saw weed as a social thing that didn’t have any long term affect on anyone. And most will say that it doesn’t. But most of you don’t have 47yr old Mothers that have been repeatedly ignoring you for the sake of getting high. In the past two days I’ve been forgotten about and pissed on by my mother, sister, and my sister’s boyfriend. All of which smoke weed together. Well, because I don’t and I refuse to hang out with them while they are high… I get left out of everything. Last night my sister, mom, and I had reservations for dinner. My mom was supposed to come home after work to pick me up then we were gonna get my sister on the way to the restaurant. Well, my mother called me a hour after she was supposed to be home saying that she just went to my sister’s house and that I should just meet them there. Well, fine… change the plans without my say… whatever. Well, I show up to the house and there is the overwhelming smell of pot. Both are giggling and being stupid. I got really angry but kept it to myself because I didn’t want to ruin the evening. So, we get in the car and I drive… they were too high. My sister and mother are both yelling at me saying that I’m going the wrong direction when I knew exactly where I was going. I wanted to stop the car and walk back to the house. If there is one thing I can not stand its people that are high. You lose all sense of direction, mental and physical direction. It tool us forty minutes to order because they kept changing their minds about what they wanted. It was really embarrassing. So today, again plans got changed and I get stuck at home while my family is at a dinner party that I was invited to as well. But again my mom stopped by my sister’s house… got high and forgot that I had no way to get there.

So, my question is this… Do I sit my mother down and tell her how embarrassed I am that my mother is a drug addict? It’s really disturbing to think that I’m the smartest one in my family. I quit doin’ drugs and got my mind straight. Is there a right way to bring it up to her? What should I say… this is gonna ruin my relationship with her if It’s not fixed soon.

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