Okay, thank you all for the feedback. I'm leaning more towards more schooling, possibly hopefully keeping my job at the same time.
However; big problem. I suck at school. I've been homeschooled mostly, and when I went back to public for 9th (social decisions), I failed alot of classes at the public school. Im just petrified of the requirements.... I learn hands-on, in real world situations as they are happening or just before. I cant get anything from a big textbook with hypothetical situations that are nearly impossible to occour. I did that when trying to learn cisco at the community college here, I barely knew how to turn them on afterwards because we didnt get to touch a single router. Now with my job, I had to configure one of those routers for a network job, and my company taught me on the spot, and now I know 3x more than before.
Am I just picky about learning or is this actually a problem of mine that is going to make life hard on me in college?
(Oh again, letme just remind everyone that my family cant afford colleges and we dont apply for hardly any financial aid. Im not smart enough for scholarships, either.)
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