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yeah, the girl I dreamed about is pretty nice too.
And it was weird, cos sometimes she used to really come on to me, or so I thought, but then she would back off - plus she had a boyfriend the whole time, although I found out last week they split up (prompting my dreams perhaps!)
I think that there probably was a lot of chemistry between us on an intellectual level - but she probably just didnt think I was attractive. One night when everyone went out for beers after pay day we were kind of flirting, and apparently her boyfriend wanted to beat me up - but she begged him not to saying "please don't hit him, he's fat"
I didnt find out till afterwards, when she apologised to me for saying it and said she was drunk, but I didnt even know she had said it till she apologised for saying it, so...
It was kind of flattering that her boyfriend wanted to kick my ass anyway, but then again, that she said that kind of suggests she wouldnt ever think of me as potential dating material
And anyway, I mean, I am kind of fat, but not like freak show size, Im about 280 lbs, it's not like I couldnt defend myself anyway. Just because I'm overweight doesnt mean I couldnt fight, I used to box a bit when I was younger, plus up until I was 18 I watched WCW and WWF quite a lot - I could probably kick a lot of people's ass's in a drunken fist fight!
She doesnt work in my office anymore, but I am going out for some drinks on my birthday and she is coming (with a whole load of other people who work or used to work here) - I think she is dating someone new now anyway, so no luck still I expect!
Blah, Im just rambling. I did really like her, and while the sex dream part was a little weird it didnt really disturb me, it was more the tying up part - but like some other people in this thread said, I am hoping, "dreams dont mean anything" or at least they dont signify anything
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