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sweetie...I have had lots of those nights.
I have been married twice before...I have three kids...none by the same father...I'm bisexaul...chubby...and get headsaches and backaches often....and that empty cold bed is the worst...So I know what you are talking about.
Then...one day...a knight in shinning armor rode into my life...but at the time I thought he was a complete loser....here was this guy...no job...no home...no source of income...nothing...he was working in a comic book store that paid him with food....he lived in his honda civic.
Here I was....a year after my second husband....just been dumped my boyfriend with his six month son with me....two other kids...one age 5 the other in her twos...I was fat...stressed...and had swore of men forever
But that all changed when we met....he didn't care about my past...he just wanted to be part of my future.
Now...it was a long and hard road to where we arew now...but we are still here as a couple.
he one told me that we didn't change for each other...but instead we changed each other.
And I think your guy..and you...have to relize that you can't change for each other...you have to want to change you ways...andd know that you won't get anything out of that change.
My advice...don't raise the child with two of you fighting all the time...it will really screw up the poor thing...don't go with a guy just beacsue your bed is cold....it just isn't worth it...as for listening to your heart...never after so soon after loseing someone...the rebounds are the worst things that mess all of your feelings...including your heart
Sorry to hear about loseing yourr G/F...I just lost my too...so I know how you feel.
if you need anything...a shoulder to cry on...someone to vent at...(Even a friendly ear to talk sexy to) I'm here for you..And I'm sure the other gals will be happy to help out to.
hugs to you sweetie....your not alone
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