Strange Famous

Well, I dont know how deep you can go

1, It means I really really wanted to have sexual relations with this girl - which is true

2, What I hope it doesnt mean is that some part of me entertains desires about tying people up and all that sort of thing.

erm...

Without trying to be pornographic, basically what happened was that I would kiss her leg and run my hands over it, and then when I got to her crotch and started touching there she would try to pull away and close her legs, and I would then stop and force them open and start running my hands over her legs again and she wouldnt try and stop me until it got more intimate again...

I mean, you get the idea. When I was in the dream I was kind of enjoying the whole thing, and when I woke up, it's just like, that's pretty sick actually, having a fantasy about touching someone who is tied up and may or may not want you to be doing it... I mean, Im kind of hoping there was a part of the dream in which we were dating and it was just a sex game.

I also remember, in the dream, I was worried that someone would find out what I was doing, not that it was wrong, just that someone would find out, so, you know... its not good. I dont think. Does any of this sound even slightly normal to anyone?

I'm not saying I would ever do anything like this, I wouldnt - but it is still frightening to suspect that some part of you buried away somewhere wants to do things that are basically abhorent.

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for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."

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