I am a longing sort of guy I guess. Like Nikki I long for the feelings experienced in the past. I also longed for my former family life with my ex-wife when the relationship went sour. The heart ache I felt then was tearing me apart longing for the life I had while trying to come to terms with the life I was now living.
When I was dating my current wife she left to go to Colorado for a six month work term . I longed even more. After so much pain the source of my happiness was moving far from me for what seemed like forever at the time.
The nostalgic longing brings me pleasure because it allows me to relive events that were pleasant, however I never want to experience the pain of longing for love or comfort again.
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