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Originally posted by wicked4182
Starts off just thinking about yourself dying. Getting killed in a car crash, getting cancer, something to do you in for good. What would peoples reaction be? Is that your reason?
Perhaps it is the feeling of isolation, no one understands. Everythings been bottled up so tight you walk around all day with a feeling you will explode, only to be overcome by fear of what will happen if you do. Is this really the only way out? Or are you too scared to try the hard way? Maybe it's spiritual hopelessness.
Is it the belief that there is no one watching, that the world is ruled by evil?
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People will always be sad and upset that you have died. I have never been to a funeral I haven't burst into tears at. Even if I'm not related to the person. So if I came to your funeral or saw a post that you had committed suicide I would cry, I know how bad you feel and it always hurts to see someone that feels the way I do die. It doesn't give much hope to the rest of us also hanging on by a thread. I really don't know what to tell except that your not alone, there are more of us feeling the exact same way. We hide it too.