Love is the very thing I want back into my life but with that comes pain and regret, most times. I have lost many loves in my short life and I am just currently trying to deal with them and its so hard because I cant get away from him. He acts like nothing happened and its so difficult to sit there and know that he is somewhat happy and I am not, I will admit though that I did want to end the relationship but the part that is hurting the most is the fact that he is denying everything that we had between us and calling it a mistake he wants to forget.
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from the Havens I have fallen. . . to the earth as a mangled form. . . writhing in pain, my wings torn and bloodied. . . I have one purpose, only one goal. . . to find you and love you, for I am your. . . fallen angel
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