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I've been clinically depressed for a couple years now, and while i'm far past the idea of suicide, i can certainly commiserate with wicked on the idea of thinking of how i might die one day, even one day soon. for me, i think it's merely a way around suicide itself, perhaps i'm simply more comfortable with the idea of dying, as long as it is not of my own doing.
what i find, is that when we consider suicide, it's not because we really want to die, but more, because we may want the sympathy of those have lost us, and while we want that sympathy compassion and love in life, not death, it manifests itself in this way instead. but maybe that's just me. It's something everyone need to consider for themselves.
One thought that keeps me going when i'm down though, morbid as it may be, is that there are others in this world just as sad, miserable and alone as i sometimes i feel, and it's rather comforting. But like i said, it's really about you, and what makes you tick, and you might just need to figure out some devices or precedures you might instigate in order to deal wth how you feel.
That's my two cents.
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Words of Wisdom:
If you could really get to know someone and know that they weren't lying to you, then you would know the world was real. Because you could agree on things, you could compare notes. That must be why people get married or make Art. So they'll be able to really know something and not go insane.
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