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It really depends on the situation.
There are people that know me (usually either people I've just met or family/friends that have known me for a VERY long time) that wouldn't believe that I could say such a filthy thing (though I accidently proved that I could in front of most of my family the other day...for details check Plan9's thread "Motivation" in health/fitness).
However, most friends, especially the ones back in West Virginia think I'm the bastard son of a longshoreman and a chain-smoking whore...based on my language, that is...
Sometimes I run into some conflicts, though, since I'm involved in the church as well as a religious band as well as the fact that I've been a professional children's entertainer since I was 9 or 10. Certain people get a particular image in their heads, and hearing me say a quick string of 5 or 10 consecutive fucks or seeing me light up a cigarette can break that image INSTANTLY, only because they don't know me as a moderate person, but as the "perfect lil' angel" that I must have been as a toddler or that my grandparents still tell everyone one that I am. Regardless of what I do, or how I usually behave, all it takes is that one slip-up for a lot of people to totally discredit me as a decent person. Quite sad, really.
When meeting new people, though (especially if I'm in my street clothes) I try to maintain a decently low level until they know the person I really am, since my appearance leads people to enough conclusions as it is.
So to sum it up, somedays never, sometimes always...I just kinda go with the mother fuckin' flow.
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