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Yalaynia · 01-08-2004, 10:51 PM

All I can tell you is DONT make the same mistake I did. I was 13 at the time I met him. He just moved in down the street from me. I new his father ever since I could remember but I didnt know that he had a kid, and it was just something that never came up. His ex girlfriend/wife got remarried and pretty much shiped his son to him and said its your turn to take care of him. Anyways he introduced me to his son. We started hanging out and became close friends but I developed this huge teenage crush on him. I never said anything to him because I was to shy not to mention afraid to tell him. When I finally got up the nerve to say something it was to late, he was dating a girl he met from our school. When he broke up with her I was 14 and already dating someone else. Eventually as I got older I found my feelings for him were getting stronger, but I still couldnt say anything because by this time I had been dating the same guy for 2 years. There were always suble hints that there was something more but neither one of us said anything (we never kissed or anything). We would be sitting on the couch and he would do the old YAWN STRETCH arm around my shoulder thing, or the one thing I thought was very sweet and that was to lay a pillow on his lap and lay my head down when he saw that I was getting tired. Well to make this long story go faster one night I had a fight with my boyfriend and thought ok this is the end and I really want to tell this other person how I felt. I was walking home around 9 or so at night and because I pass his house I figured I would stop in and say hi and pretty much spill my guts to him. Walking up the driveway things seemed a little odd. I could see in the window and pictures that used to be on the wall were now gone and the truck was loaded with boxes and furniture (I know you can see where this is going) my friend was standing in his now empty kitchen, and of course I was in shock and stuned. I asked the stupid question "whatcha doing? (as if I couldnt see) He said he was moving, and I was like oh. I walked up to him gave him a half hearted hug , a peck on the cheek and said "keep in touch". In reality I wanted to walk up give him the biggest hug and kiss I could lay on him and tell him I loved him. I was 16 when he moved and I never saw him again. I regret not telling him how I was feeling when I had the chance, but at the time I didnt know it was going to be the last time.

01-08-2004, 10:51 PM	#10 (permalink)
Yalaynia Insane Location: here but I wish I lived there	All I can tell you is DONT make the same mistake I did. I was 13 at the time I met him. He just moved in down the street from me. I new his father ever since I could remember but I didnt know that he had a kid, and it was just something that never came up. His ex girlfriend/wife got remarried and pretty much shiped his son to him and said its your turn to take care of him. Anyways he introduced me to his son. We started hanging out and became close friends but I developed this huge teenage crush on him. I never said anything to him because I was to shy not to mention afraid to tell him. When I finally got up the nerve to say something it was to late, he was dating a girl he met from our school. When he broke up with her I was 14 and already dating someone else. Eventually as I got older I found my feelings for him were getting stronger, but I still couldnt say anything because by this time I had been dating the same guy for 2 years. There were always suble hints that there was something more but neither one of us said anything (we never kissed or anything). We would be sitting on the couch and he would do the old YAWN STRETCH arm around my shoulder thing, or the one thing I thought was very sweet and that was to lay a pillow on his lap and lay my head down when he saw that I was getting tired. Well to make this long story go faster one night I had a fight with my boyfriend and thought ok this is the end and I really want to tell this other person how I felt. I was walking home around 9 or so at night and because I pass his house I figured I would stop in and say hi and pretty much spill my guts to him. Walking up the driveway things seemed a little odd. I could see in the window and pictures that used to be on the wall were now gone and the truck was loaded with boxes and furniture (I know you can see where this is going) my friend was standing in his now empty kitchen, and of course I was in shock and stuned. I asked the stupid question "whatcha doing? (as if I couldnt see) He said he was moving, and I was like oh. I walked up to him gave him a half hearted hug , a peck on the cheek and said "keep in touch". In reality I wanted to walk up give him the biggest hug and kiss I could lay on him and tell him I loved him. I was 16 when he moved and I never saw him again. I regret not telling him how I was feeling when I had the chance, but at the time I didnt know it was going to be the last time. __________________ I couldnt think of anything to put here , but I guess anything would do Last edited by Yalaynia; 01-08-2004 at 10:54 PM..