diddagirl

So last Tuesday, I met my online b/f for the first time. We have been talking for 7 months, and FINALLY got the chance to be together (he lives in Illinois, and I love in Alberta). Everything was perfect......I loved every moment I spent with him, and I know he feels the same. It is safe to say- that after all the time we spent getting to know each other, that we are very much in love. We lost our virginity's to each other, and his entire trip to see me was very special. Now, a week later I have just dropped him off at the airport. Walking away at the airport was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I am so devestated. I cant stand to be in my room without him here. I am such a mess.... I cant bring myself to stop crying. I want to be with him, and its so hard that just when I had him and everything I ever wanted.... I had to let it go. Sorry for the post...... I guess I am just feeling really really low, and I am looking for some comfort. Thanks girls.