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So today was my first day back and I took all of your advice and enjoyed the company of the other girl without worrying about the other stuff. The original girl came to my locker though, like usual, and now that I've kind of cleared up on things, I am starting to notice some stuff. Our "conversations" don't flow at all, that may just be because we don't see one another enough or long enough to really discuss anything. It usually consists of "hey" and then just worthless small talk. The other girl however is in two of my current classes and...it almost feels like what I used to have with the original one. We are at ease around one another and I really enjoy just seeing her smile and hearing her laugh. The problem is I can't bring myself to just give up on the original one, I still like her and I still want to try and get to know her, the way she is now, before giving up. For now though, I promise, I'll do my best to just relax and not worry aobut one specific girl or getting into something serious. Thanks everybody. And wry1? That thing you said: "you haven't been exclusive to one girl....you've been blinded to all the others!", I can see how true that is now. I honestly feel better now than I have for weeks, thanks everyone.
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