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IF you want to kill yourself, figure out why you haven't done it yet. There's something that makes you tell us about it here instead of just doing it. Figure out what keeps you going and think about it. Is it a person, your little brother, maybe a friend, or maybe you don't want to disappoint your parents. Maybe you have a goal in life. Once you know what that little thing is, love it, cherish it, and let it hold you up until you are standing firmly on your own feet again. If you still feel like there's no hope, find a suicide support group, get involved, and realize that there are other people out there who feel the same as you do, and that they are still hanging on. If they can do it, you can, too.
You also have to think abou thow much pain it will be for other people if you are gone. My friend Adam killed himself almost two years ago. His family still hasn't recovered, and hjis friends still have trouble accepting that he's gone. Just to give you an idea of the severity of the effect it has on the others, I was able to accept my father's death and deal with the fact that he was gone shortly after the funeral, but I can still barely think about Adam without crying.
Don't give in to evil and kill yourself, if you die, they win. The only way to overcome it is to be happy in life, to prosper, and to do good things. If you kill yourself, you're letting them win.
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