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MojoRisin · 12-31-2003, 12:15 AM

Suicide. Have you thought about it? Do you THINK about it? How strongly have you felt it? Have you ever tried?

Me. I am 23 and am feeling closer and closer to it everyday. Hearing it talked about and seeing it on TV, is all I can remember of it from when I was 16. Somewhere around 18, I really thought about it. Starts off just thinking about yourself dying. Getting killed in a car crash, getting cancer, something to do you in for good. What would peoples reaction be? Is that your reason? Perhaps it is the feeling of isolation, no one understands. Everythings been bottled up so tight you walk around all day with a feeling you will explode, only to be overcome by fear of what will happen if you do. Is this really the only way out? Or are you too scared to try the hard way? Maybe it's spiritual hopelessness. Is it the belief that there is no one watching, that the world is ruled by evil?

These are the things that bring me there. Maybe someone would like to contribute. Someone with other ways of seeing it.

12-31-2003, 12:15 AM	#1 (permalink)
MojoRisin Crazy Location: Just got into town about an hour ago.	Death is on my side Suicide. Have you thought about it? Do you THINK about it? How strongly have you felt it? Have you ever tried? Me. I am 23 and am feeling closer and closer to it everyday. Hearing it talked about and seeing it on TV, is all I can remember of it from when I was 16. Somewhere around 18, I really thought about it. Starts off just thinking about yourself dying. Getting killed in a car crash, getting cancer, something to do you in for good. What would peoples reaction be? Is that your reason? Perhaps it is the feeling of isolation, no one understands. Everythings been bottled up so tight you walk around all day with a feeling you will explode, only to be overcome by fear of what will happen if you do. Is this really the only way out? Or are you too scared to try the hard way? Maybe it's spiritual hopelessness. Is it the belief that there is no one watching, that the world is ruled by evil? These are the things that bring me there. Maybe someone would like to contribute. Someone with other ways of seeing it. __________________ Dropping a barbell he points to the sky and says "The suns not yellow, It's chicken!"