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I've been caught a few times by my lady - embarrising, guilty, sad moments. She doesn't care if I look - as long as I'm not making it a secret or jacking off. But it does place me in a quandry - I love porn, I love the feeling of, uh, (blush) rubbing myself, but I don't want her to think I'm spoiling the goods. Also sometimes I do try to secretly look - which she knows - but I don't know why I feel the need to do that. I don't know if I like porn in a private secretive manner. We will rent a porn video for us to watch - but much of what I want to look at is the - just for male hetero's or really cool girls.
Oh whatever - it's a toughie.
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