Living with false hope is never a fun thing to do. Even if this girl does return your love in the future, you're not getting anything out of pining away for her other than more continual heartache. Purge her from your life as best you can- for me, this required a complete change in my lifestyle pattern. It'll HURT for a while, but eventually you'll meet other people and begin to fill the whole that she filled. Life is meant to be lived, not wished.
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna
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