I primarily go on because I have an underlying belief that things will turn out for the best. Whether it's rational or not, it's still there.
As for when I'm really down and feel that there's nothing really worth the struggles that I put up with in life, I avoid offing myself because of one thing: it's a damn inconsiderate thing to do. I wouldn't want to selfishly hurt everyone around me just because I'm having tough times.
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