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Old 12-25-2003, 10:03 AM   #41 (permalink)
WhoaitsZ
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Location: right behind you...
I believe in God/gods for multiple reasons.

mainly I believe because I live. I have defied science too many times. I've been on my deathbed five times, i've rolled off of a ramp onto my head with no injury, i've OD'd, i've suffocated, i've wrecked, i've done lots of impossible shit to believe I don't get some divine intervention time to time.

i believe in gods cuz I've seen spirits. mind you I've beaten painkillers, been on hundreds of medications and more. These were not hallucinations.

I have far too many links with people to believe we're just matter without a big picture. feeling things go very wrong and knowing who it is hundreds of miles away... it happens to me all the time.

and as far as God.... i see it in a light that terrifies most people.

i realize that I can think whatever I want and change nada. God can be a spoiling mom, neutrel or evil and I can't do a thing about it. God has the rulebook in hsi hand and he can damn well do as he likes.

this is where i differ. it scares me at times but I follow my heart. period. I believe in a God (Christ) that

1) knows we fuck up
2) doesn't expect perfection from flawed beings
3) is forgiving
4) He will help when possible, but will not live for you
5) He loves us. when we violate each other without just cause we sin.

if thjis isn't correct don't follow him. I will not support a cruel god without major reasoning. i will not back up bad things or habits.

so in a nutshell. i still believe. i gotta run, sorry for such shoddy writing!
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