Life is a learning experience, and it is up to the individual living it to get the most out of it. Pain and failure are by far better teachers than happiness and boredom. While the situation may seem extremely difficult (and it is), that should not keep your soul from growing in the direction you are drawn.
Your parents need to grow, just as you do. Perhaps this is an opportunity rather than a trial, it is usually all in the perspective with which you chose to view a situation. If you decide to avoid the pain your life will inflict apon you, spiritual and emotional growth will be greatly diminished. Seems to me you and Emily have a joint decision to make as you are tied together already, and will be increasingly so in the future....depending on your next actions.
may all the Gods bless your future
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Holding onto anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. - Buddha
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