firstly, i think kissing guys vs. girls is somewhat different. i mean i kiss girls but a big part of that is that my bf really likes it. and he also lets me kiss other boys, because i'm an affectionate little thing, but i don't think i really care about that side as much as being free to kiss girls. i mean i would stop both if he wanted but kissing girls provides me with a whole new side of thing. kissing boys i can get from my boyfriend.
secondly, i think you should be true to your feelings. i mean maybe you are young and the long distance thing is a pain in the ass, but i hate it when people don't give you credit for your emotions because of that. and if you want to be with this girl tell her and tell her how you feel and what you want out of this.
that's my rant. good luck.
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