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Everyday at work is just another day of self loathing.
I know I'm early in the game but my job just sucks. I usually work from 4 oclock in the afternoon until 1-2 am. It pays well but I put in far too much work for no appreciation and no rewards. My boss is an asshole and there's so much bullshit involved with my job that they could pay me a million dollars a year and it wouldn't be worth it - well yeah it would be worth it for a million.
I hate the fact that I have to smile and be nice to people constantly. I'm sure if I could see myself with that fake smile plastered on my face I'd look away in utter disgust.
I feel a part of myself dying everyday and I don't know how people deal with feeling like that for 50 years of their lives.
We've all gotta deal with the monotony of everyday existence and surviving in thie society but sometimes it makes me wonder why we all just don't focus on the things that are acutally worth our attention.
Bla bla bla.
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"Porn is a zoo of exotic animals that becomes boring upon ownership." -Nersesian
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