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i myself do not want a kid..at this time. and i'm undecided as to if i ever will want to. but i have my moments where i feel compelled to birth and raise a child. it's a beautiful thing. to look at a man i love and then this baby.. that i've created with him. that's gotta be an awesome feeling. i'm a very giving, nurturing person so it seems like wanting a kid eventually would seem natural to me.
however, i'm awkward around children.. never babysitted in my life. don't know if i could handle certain stages of develop (especially adolescence) and it'd be a lot of hard work i'm not sure i want to embrace
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And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anais Nin
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