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I have trouble relaxing and just enjoying the good times without second-guessing and wondering what bad thing is going to happen next to take it all away. I've gotten much better at just being grateful, lately, but time was when it made me so uncomfortable to be happy that I'd manufacture crises just so I'd feel I was on more familiar ground - picking a fight, finding some detail of my life to obsess over, etc.
My advice would be to just relax and be grateful and enjoy it while you can. Life can throw some shit at you and you should learn to appreciate what happiness comes along.
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