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wrote another one, forgot to put it in, tell me what ya think please....
thx
Ripped two ways from Saturday…
Tonight I realize, nothing makes sense no matter how hard you try to make it,
You just cant pretend like everything is okay, when really its all bullshit,
I had never thought that I would feel the way I have felt in my life
And to get it ripped out of my heart, like it was with a jagged edged knife
When the tables turn and nothing feels like it needs to have you there
My life crumbles to a pile of nothing and I fall into a distant stare
Ever notice how some people, if they don’t want the same thing as you
Your whole soul is ripped apart and nobody can help no matter what they do
And so, I am here on this earth once again, alone and disfigured
And have come to realize I can’t have what I want most, I am sure…
I am frustrated, dumbfounded and completely intoxicated with grief
Would you like to take the rest of my soul? You fucking thief!
As the tail has made it see, I am destined for this, it is my way of life
My 15 minutes is up, its all over, now gimme back my knife
My bricks that have made my life have done the inversion
Now it is time to begin my new excursion
But when I think of how much I have devoted I feel like a fool martyr
Makes me mad, like I wanna die, and go no further
So I will remember this for the rest of my existence
Love is just a foofaraw, take note of it, and take no offence…
By: Matthew English Dec. 9 2001
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everytime i turn around it is an illusion.
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