I'm not sure why you started a second thread on the same topic, but since you did I'll elaborate my response:
You need to figure out why you've cut yourself off from your own emotions. Just by the fact that you're considering bullshitting your way through it tells me you don't want to deal with the real problem. But you -are- asking for help, so that's a start.
Get a piece of paper and write down everything you care about, and why. Be honest. Find the pain points and corner them. You don't have to share this with anyone. Just do it for yourself.
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