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Originally posted by CSflim
I don't see why I should commit suicide?
I enjoy my life. I don't see why I need to have some overall, ultimate "meaning" to justify living.
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You know what i hate, but i still find to be more intresting. When my life sucks. When a g/f dumps me or my cards just arn't falling into place when everything sucks, and i'm losing money out the shitter. When everything feels like a waste when times are bad. I LOVE IT. I feel so alive, and the experience itself is almost reward enough to compensate for my losses, but what i hate is having to rebuild. rebuilding after losses sucks nut, and its not an enjoybale experience.
All i know is that no matter where i am in life i derive joy from my present state of being, as every day is a new day, and i love living it.
however the more i get into my life the more i find the workings of some ultimate being... Which sucks, because as a former atheist i lost some of the feeling of being without bound. Not that i buy into one particular church, nor do i see evidence anywhere around me that any earthly gospel has it all figured out, but i've seen enough proof that there has been divine influence in our universe to make me a believer.
Life rocks even when it sucks, not my philosphy just how i see things.
Dunno how to make people see things they way i do, but if i could there would be a lot more positive people.