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When I was depressed a few years ago, it was just sex, sex, sex. I have reasoned that cos I haven't been in love at that tme but wanted to feel that feeling or cos I sometimes feel nobody loves me, I can emulate the feeling by getting really aroused and getting off but when you feel just raw after days on a hump-spree, and there's no sight of anything like love, you will look into The Void and the depression is even worse. Then there's been nymphomaniac life periods cos of new flames and wanting that intresting body and soul all-the-phukking-time..
Thenagain, last Monday the teenage toyboy whined I got too good stamina cos his stomach hurt for a few days and he has muscles. And he was 1 of 3 men that weekend. *shrug*
But it isn't just fucking. Sometimes it's wanting to suck. Sometimes it's wanting someone to sleep beside you. Sometimes someone having in you. And sometimes when you get what you want, it's not how you wanted it to be and then you are not a nympho, then you just think "bah, I wanna sleep a thousand years".
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