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angel: if you ever worry about 'being weak" or what not..... the only true weakness we have is to hold onto false pride. real people seek help, ok?
i'm on Zoloft. sometimes i fucking loathe it, but it's helped tremendously since 2000. i had been in ICU for a few weeks and i'd pass out or just get a case of the shakes. most of the time without knowing _why_.
if we knew why they hit us, we'd be able to avoid em. my biggest theory is to write anything you can think of that may be objectional. it can be a major thing to a keyword to a fell tiped pin. our mind doesn't forget anything.
i had to get help. i've had an oddly fucked up life and now realize the weak are those who ignore help because they are cowards who will not face reality.
get help and get better.
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