Cuball

Well I do today ...

let me explain:
I play BasketBall here at home, and as you might know there are 10 player spots in a Team.

At home we have 2 teams, the first team who plays in a higher devision and the second team a few devisions lower...

This season I played in the second team, had great fun, played a lot and I had the idea I was contributing to the team. The first team played a great season, but there where only 8 players who really made the team every game the coach picked some younger guys to fill the 2 spots.

But the last month I have been playing with them, learning all the plays, sitted on the bench for only 5 min of play. I kept coming and the coach told me he needed me for the playoffs (as backup for the PF and C). Now the last playoff match is te be played and every player talked to the coach what he will do next year. I said him I liked to stay with the first team, although I'm not equally good atm as his starting five postmen, but I was willing to train hard this summer. It was fine with him.
(On training sessions I'm almost at the same level like the other players, I know i'm still missing a few things but then again, I only played for a month with them, next year would be very different)

today I get an e-mail (yes email how not-personally can one get) that I was kicked out of the team, another player joined and he said I should go back to the second team.

It's not that I don't like the second team, but I had my senses on the first team, I really was motivated to train hard this summer, do some hard workouts and stuff ...

but now, damn I even start thinking about giving up the game I like so much.

well I feel usesless !!!!

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