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Originally posted by yellowgowild
Just curious, but do you think it's a chemical imbalance or environment?
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For me it's a chemical imbalance. For others, such as the kids I refered to, it's all enviroment. If you put yourself in the position that being depressed is the norm then you will eventually become depressed. I was born with an imbalance. That's never going to change until medical science finds a way to. I can't just simply find a new group of friends to hang out with or stop listening to depressing music. I've tried both of those things... I still keep the same thought. There is nothing more creepy then being completely sad with a smile on your face. But then again most of the people that lead the "dark" life were drawn to it because of exsisting problems. Which, oddly enough, is why it's so hard to find a stripper or even someone in pron that doesn't have some sort of sexual misconduct in their past involving a family member or someone similer. Hate breeds hate... just like depression breeds depression. My father is clinicly depressed and in a way past it on to me... both through my parents divorce and mainly by genetics.
I hope that answers your question.