although only my first anniverary is next sunday i am happier in my life than i have ever been. i was married previously for 4 years and although i cant say i was miserable, i definitely wasnt happy. i was existing. i wasnt interested in anything but work.. now i work my required hours and i have anything extra to do i try and do it at home with family. i wont lie and say its been easy because there have been alot of hard times. she's moved far away form her family for us to be together.. we each have children from our previous marriages.. and we havent had the support of everyone. all through that though we know that we did the best thing we could have for each everyone involved.
the best part of my life now is the time i get to spend with my family. to come home to see my wife's smiling face.. to hear the excitement in my (step)kids voices as they tell me how their day was.. the comfort and peace i feel as i hug my wife. its all been worth the hell i've gone through and i wouldnt give it up for anything.
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