Thread: Am I Bi ?
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Old 11-11-2003, 02:06 PM   #1 (permalink)
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Am I Bi ?

A few months ago, to my surprise, I began to get turned on by the men in the porn I watched. I began looking at some gay porn sites and reading some of the gay erotic stories trying to find the type of material that turned me on. I would download a few pictures I liked, masturbate to them then deleting them in a guilty fit. My interests started slowly. At first nothing hardcore, mostly pictures of men giving others head and masturbating. Soon I was downloading gay video. I surprised myself one night when I masturbated to a video with anal scenes. Something I would have found repulsive a year ago, I was drooling over now.

I have one gay friend that I have been having erotic dreams about. I've spoken to him and a few other friends about my new found interest. Interestingly a few of them have indicated that they would not be surprised if I decided to experiment with men. I'm pretty much a guy guy. Beer drinking, violent sports watching, badly dressed mess.

I guess what I'm looking for is input from any straight guys who have fooled around with other men or become officially bi. I have no idea what to do about this. Is this just an erotic fantasy or do I really want to have sex with another man. I can picture myself doing certain acts ( I'd be more descriptive but I'm not sure how moderated this forum is as this is my first post here.. hello all btw ). I can't picture myself going to a gay club so were do I meet someone like me to have fun with. Worse of all I would be kinda picky about what and who I wanted to do this with, first time and all.

As an aside I'm am still very much interested in women.

Anyways I'm rambling and I'm confused about what to do and how I feel but it seems to feel good.

Thanks for any input.

W.
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