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I understand where you're coming from. I always thought of accepting help as a sign of weakness, which I despise. This tends to make me very anti-social, particularly when I have problems I'm failing to deal with. However, I've learned over time to make the effort, becaust its become more important to me that I accomplish what I'm trying to accomplish than I retain my pride. It really is a pride and ego isssue, and it sounds like you've made a good first step by asking the board for help. I hope it pans out.
In regards to your original questions, the best bet is to bite the bullet and do it. Don't depend on it, but be aware if its there, and put it to use. Humans are by nature pack/group animals so we are inclined to depend on each other. Tap into that natural instinct and trust your pack.
Veritas en Lux!
Jimmy The Hutt
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