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Originally posted by LuFega
I've tried 3 times before. My last being summer of 2000. I'll never forget that summer. I was so depressed. I still am. I think of suicide everyday. It seems like it's the only way out. I hurt so badly. I tried to imagine my life after death yesterday and I couldn't conceive what nothing was like. That gave life a little more meaning. That, and carnival..and The matrix revolutions..and the final chapter of the Lord of the Rings.
We all have something to live for.. ::chuckles sadly::
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Hey there ain't nothing wrong with liking books and tv, it's a great way to be in somebody else's world for awhile and give yourself a break! After I was in a coma for a suicide attempt for about a week, I kinda began to relize what nothingness. I didn't dream, see any bright lights or anything. When I woke up I didn't know where I was or what had happened. It was kind of sobering relizing that all I saw was blackness. Made me want to stick around a bit longer, besides who knows what you might miss book wise or TV wise. I know that sounds stupid, but it's my escape too.