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Originally posted by ARTelevision
Not everyone thinks young women are sexy.
Some people feel that real and deep sexuality is a function of maturity.
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Oh he likes the young ones,he comments and eyes them like a wolf that hasn't been fed in a couple of weeks.To be fair here He's also usually pretty profuse with the compliments about my appearance,Iwant to believe him but since I look nothing like the
22 yr olds he enjoys and comments on in front of me,I find it difficult to believe.Btw,I never say a word when these things come up as I don't expect him to not notice beautiful women,it just bugs me that none of them are ever older or look even remotely like me.
I never feel confident,sexy or good at all anymore,all I can think about in bed is trying to hide my wrinkles,my stretch marks,wondering what hottie he had to look at/think about in order to be with me,I feel like he's giving me mercy sex or something and it makes me feel so bad words can't describe.I feel ashamed of my body and my sexuality at this point.I don't want to make my problem his fault,he is a great guy and I do love him but I am really confused and suffering on this one.