feelings inside
its building up inside
this hate that i cant hide
fire in my heart
smoke going to my head
dont know what to do
eyes are glowing red
leading me to do the things
that i most dread
cant help but feeling lost
alone in the dark
reaching out to a blind entity
hearing only noises around me
seeing things as a blur
cant tell friend from foe
though it doesnt matter in the end'
what do i do now?
give in, quit?
struggle to survive
supress the pain?
or let it flow out of me
a river of my hate
all the torment held inside
released in one swift move
no, it wouldnt be fair
they wouldnt be ready
for now i have t deal
to endure and survive
they arent ready now
when will they be?
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